i really want to stop living


Fun Little Depression Things That Piss Everyone Else Off

giantbutt:

eraserz:

- Forgetting literally everything from phone calls to visits to where you put your wallet(I just had it I swear )

- Needing 12 hours of sleep everyday but only in the middle of the day

- Void days

- “I’ll clean my room tomorrow” everyday

- eating everything or nothing

- being bitter about other ppl having fun and being happy

- feeling guilty/like a failure when u cant be happy for other ppl

- TERRIBLE, ALL-CONSUMING JEALOUSY

- being angry at other ppl when you just dont have the energy to be angry at urself anymore

- whining allllll the time

- talking abt how u wanna die but knowing its annoying everyone and making everyone upset but u cant stop talking abt it




bpdbihh:

me: * in the middle of a completely irrational breakdown* you know what… I BET I DON’T EVEN HAVE BPD. IM JUST A BIG FAKER


fun and cool bpd things

godsol:

wanting to delete all your social media accounts because youre sick of feeeling left out and seeing people be friends w each other but then if you delete all your accounts where are you gonna get attention from ??? ? NO WHERE


impulseoftheday:

today’s impulse of the day is: run away. cut everyone off and never speak to anyone ever again.



angrysuggestion:

i’m scared that i’ll never be anything special


noah fence but im a terrible human being and the everyone would be better off without me



time to never get my hopes up for anything ever again


avoidantproblems:

Getting jealous by seeing your friends interact with their friends, but not the hate-type of jealousy, but the kind where you feel like the others are so much better being friends than you are so it seems like your friend doesn’t need or want you anymore and you slowly disappear.


New years resolution

not living to see 2017



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